SUPERMAN 23 Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 1-800-273-TALK THE TGF HOTLINE Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam Odom Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 I'd have to go back to rehab. Just do it... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monitor-Tan Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 And then what? u figure out. Sounds like you can use a fresh start Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yanks Posted May 13, 2016 Author Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 u figure out. Sounds like you can use a fresh startI can get high anywhere Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yanks Posted May 13, 2016 Author Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Just do it...My luck I'll use once to go to rehab and hotshot myself Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest boatboatboat Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Ever speak with a dr about being out on anto depressants? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam Odom Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam Odom Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijZRCIrTgQc Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yanks Posted May 13, 2016 Author Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Ever speak with a dr about being out on anto depressants?Was. They made me miserable Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chickadee Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 But do you always get wild mood swings?Drugs exacerbate underlying mental problems.Maybe you need to be perscribed lithium to regulate the manic episodes you incur from undiagnosed bipolar depression?Should see your M.D. Not going to preach though.Some people are just hell bent on destroying their lives regardless of whether it's bad or good.Drugs, food, women, violence - it does not matter.All the rehab in the world will never fix the problem.Because the problem is they can't just be with themselves. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jimmy Hoffa Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Well..... You're offically human Mike. You're no different than me, I'd rather party than do anything else but my responsibilities keep me away from it. I've already lost everything once, I don't want to go through that again so that's my motivation. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam Odom Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Not going to preach though.Some people are just hell bent on destroying their lives regardless of whether it's bad or good.Drugs, food, women, violence - it does not matter.All the rehab in the world will never fix the problem.Because the problem is they can't just be with themselves. for the 100th time... Cannot save a man from himself Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yanks Posted May 13, 2016 Author Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 But do you always get wild mood swings?Drugs exacerbate underlying mental problems.Maybe you need to be perscribed lithium to regulate the manic episodes you incur from undiagnosed bipolar depression?Should see your M.D. Not going to preach though.Some people are just hell bent on destroying their lives regardless of whether it's bad or good.Drugs, food, women, violence - it does not matter.All the rehab in the world will never fix the problem.Because the problem is they can't just be with themselves.I thought I may have been bi polar. Doctor determined I wasn't. I'm usually fine until something sets me off. Hell I went years being perfectly fine. No urge to use or anything. Lately there is something that sets me off everyday. Today I was fine until about 5:30/6:00 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam Odom Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 come on yanks... you KNOW an addict will find 10000000000000000 reasons to use "something that sets me off everyday" go fucking use or seek professional help Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yanks Posted May 13, 2016 Author Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Well..... You're offically human Mike. You're no different than me, I'd rather party than do anything else but my responsibilities keep me away from it. I've already lost everything once, I don't want to go through that again so that's my motivation.I guess the little motivation I have right now is not letting down my father or girlfriend or putting my 92 year old grandfather through the stress of having to go to my funeral. The thing is when I do use I don't stop. I will end up dead. Especially now. Since the last time I've used I've inherited a shit ton of money. Saved 60% of my paycheck for years. So I wouldn't be getting high on a budget. I could do as much as I want for a very long time. But that long time would last 3 days. So maybe not dying is my motivation. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chickadee Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Whether the doctor was correct in his diagnosis is anyone's guessall i know is that if some guy cuts in front of you in line at the grocery store you'll use it as an excuse to ODit's not an appropriate responsecoupled with the manic posting and then disappearance for days due to the depressionit seems bipolar to me.Don't listen to this quack though.Go see a psychiatrist ASAP or you'll die. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yanks Posted May 13, 2016 Author Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 come on yanks... you KNOW an addict will find 10000000000000000 reasons to use "something that sets me off everyday" go fucking use or seek professional helpI'm saying a find a reason to everyday. But I don't. And I'm afraid eventually I will just say fuck it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yanks Posted May 13, 2016 Author Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Whether the doctor was correct in his diagnosis is anyone's guessall i know is that if some guy cuts in front of you in line at the grocery store you'll use it as an excuse to ODit's not an appropriate responsecoupled with the manic posting and then disappearance for days due to the depressionit seems bipolar to me.Don't listen to this quack though.Go see a psychiatrist ASAP or you'll die.Disappearance was a disagreement.But I see what your saying. I'll call someone tomorrow. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam Odom Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 I'll call someone tomorrow. tonight... right now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maron Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 there is a piece of wisdom that says desire creates suffering... For me that and the comparison trap caused me issues for a long time...... What I have in life is what I have....wanting what someone else has only creates problems for me... I hope you feel better Mike Yanks Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yanks Posted May 13, 2016 Author Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 tonight... right nowGoing to sleep Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chickadee Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Every large emergency room has a psychiatric wardjust drive into one and tell them you're thinking of any excuse to overdose and need helpshould be able to see someone tonightbecause if you don't all the barriers you've built up like the gym, gardening or your own willpower will evaporate as the night drags onnext thing you know you'll be in the car to scoreThere's more shame dying drugged out than to just going to get help when you know you need it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest boatboatboat Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 Shit ton of money? Mike i think i can help. Will need tickets for you and i to Aruba and 8 t10k in 20's. I think togather we can beat this Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jimmy Hoffa Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 not dying is my motivation. That's a good one. Run with it... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gijoe066 Posted May 13, 2016 Report Share Posted May 13, 2016 He needs to be in a hospital. he said he took some antidepressants and it didn't help. he has to tell doctor what he was taking. All antidepressants aren't the same. He needs a change in meds. Probably a antipschotic med. BUT HE NEEDS MEDS Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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